Huh worked hard but wasted in a single day

Worked very hard 8am-7pm daily for 2 years without sundays no hangouts nothing and scored the least maybe im not suitable for this exam im not for this type of things maybe none understands me why the heck all running behind these things no extra circular activities ntg Have my boards from march 6 no time for april session Covered all the syllabus and made silly mistakes i know those formulas but not remembered at that time why god!! Lied to parents that i got more than 30 cuz i fear alot